Okay so most of the time, get news isn’t the greatest. Sometimes it can be. Well this is a little bit of both. I told my partner about my hsv but he would rather us stick together and work through this together. He’s wonderful! We went to the clinic to get his tested. Unfortunately if you have no symptoms theres no way to tell if you have it in a certain area. There was a 150 dollar blood test you can take but it won’t tell you where it is. (not sure if it tells you what type) He decides to get himself checked for everything else while he was at it.
A few days went by, I started to get back into the humdrum of my life. Most of my thoughts had started to turn to other problems. It wasn’t till yesterday morning he told me he got an email. it doesn’t say if anythings bad but the rule of thumb is if they don’t call or email you, you are in the green but if they email you maybe somethings gone wrong…
I couldn’t dwell on it. The first blow was enough. I thought to myself whatever it is I’d get through it. I wasn’t gonna let it take hold of my life and dangle me from the rafters as it shook everything I loved to ground below. No way! I decide who I am, what I will be and what my future holds for me.
Enough of my rant. I went through my day, running errands here and there. Immersing myself in other things. Like yes I deserve this chic two slit-high collard-cut off sleeved-black dress!
When I got the message from him. It was nothing to be worried about. I grinned so wide! I bought that dress!! It really just made my day.
It made everything I was feeling before about life just crumble away into fine dust. It’s like my card got trumped by another. I feel as though this is how life works. You think you have the winning hand but someone always does you one better. Whether it is good or bad. Just don’t forget that. You’ll win for a while but you’ll lose as well. It’s just how life is.